scary day.....

After preparing for so many days,
finally, here is the day...."FINAL EXAM"....
Actually today not really very nervous,
becoz ald well prepare....
just dont know what question will be going to ask ....

After saw the exam paper....
oh god....fortunately din as tough as i thought.
Do the question as usual.....
but each simple question carry a lot of marks.....
its scary....
scare for doing wrong the question,
scare of calculate wrong the answer as i always do....;p
scare of din answer for all the question...
each of the question and answer also double check it.

when i finish all the question,
its only 1 hour more...
but i saw everybody was busying answering their question...
how come like tat???
make me more worried....
then re-check the question again....
and also see whether had answerred all the question....
YES....i ald done all of the question...
but why the others still doing????
even one of my clevest friend also busy answering her question....
but i think i wont be wrong....

This is my first time that i summit my paper earlier....
when walked home....
i keep asking why?????
but i hope my answer will be mostly correct....
otherwise i will be die ald.....
haiz...

嗯...嗯....

嗯.... 嗯....
真好吃.....
猜猜刚刚去吃了什么？？？
hehe.... 好吃的sushi king ler....






其实今天也没什么把握可以吃到的，
但还是做到了....
而且还感觉很甜蜜呢！！！^^
虽然因为太多客人，而必须和别人同桌，
但感觉到了关心，被呵护的感觉，
还真得很久没感觉到了.....
本来就应该这样嘛！！！




虽然收获（吃不是很多盘）不是很多，
但就已经很饱了，
还以为可以吃很多，还特地早上不吃忍到下午的呢....
怎知结果还是一样...哎....
但还是有点心痛，花了一笔钱....T.T
哎.... 算了吧！！
久久一次，还可以啦！！
hehe....

心如刀割.....

这种心情，已经维持一段时间了....

过去的终究还是回不到过去，
只有两种选择，
一，只能把它当成是一种回忆....
二，只能尽所能维持着它...
如何选择，还不知道....
日子久了，终究有所改变，
但无论维持到多久，还是回不到从前....
你问我是选一或二，
当然，维持下去是第一选择...
但这是要以双方面的努力，
如果只是因为习惯了或等迟些再说，
而不是真正的还互爱着的，
那维持着还有什么意义？？？
虽然说未来每人能预测，
但如果想维持，为何不做得更好呢？？？

把心里的话，烦恼，纳闷....互相分担，
虽然没能解决得到，

但至少还有人愿意为你分担啊！！！

如果一直保持着说出来又没能解决得了的心态，
那要的不是伴侣，而是朋友...
往往，朋友知道的，可能还比伴侣知道得还多....
导致互摆脸色，
事自然常在心里，
以不说好过说的心态，
憋着憋着，只然而然就会以性格不和的理由而分开了....
所以，双方面都会有责任，
不要只是赖另一半。

爱情，
是互相包容，
互相勉励，
互相关怀，
互相照顾，
互相爱与喜...

而不是互相嫌弃，
互相指责，
互相个人主义....

要知道，关怀，包容是爱情的中心.....

P/S 爱情测试结果
NO.1 五彩包心圆
　 两人相差数为1，代表彼此都有着两相保留的态度存在，可能内心都带着一点小秘密，又怕自己会受到伤害，于是常常想爱却又不敢爱，于是两人容易上演出甜蜜爱情追逐悲喜剧，表面平静无波但内心却澎湃汹涌。